I swear, in the past 4 months I have lost my uncle, and 2 very dear friends. I don't understand life's cycle and how it works or why God does what he does, to the awesome people he does it to. The pic's came back today from the party and in them he looks so happy and full of life. And my pop pop and mom mom got there 10 min. He just layed there while his wife and one daughter, watched him die. he was awake the whole time and knew he was dying but because the tumor was on his motor sensorycortex\areas, he couldn't speak, move, cry, anything. He died in pain, uncomfortable, and fighting for his life. It was only a matter of time I supose but that doesn't offer much comfort. He had a brain tumor and cancer in his brain, lungs, and various other places. THEN, I come home from work and my mom told me my uncle died this morning.
To make matters 10 timesworse I'm due for my little friend to come any day now. They lost my transcripts (along with many others) and I've been up to the school 10 times in th epast 2 weeks, online every day, and calling almost every day to fix this scholarship thing so i can be enrolled. I was going to try and sign up for my SCC payment thing but the stupid scholarship wont go through and if I don't pay in 3 days then I'm dropped from all my classes, by this time, all other classes will be filled and i'll be SOL until December. Tyler isn't coming over till 5:30 now and so we wont have time to run errands, we have to meet Kat.
Tyler was supose to come over 3:15 and we were gonna run errands together and then go up to Buffalo Wilds wings and meet Kat n Jason. Hey yall whats goin on? Let's see, today is getting worse by the minute. BLA! ok now I'm gonna go so I can pick up in my room. Like HOW HARD would it have been for her to wait 3 more days? I dunno. It's stupid I know, but it's that kinda stuff that irritates me and makes me sad. Not her going off and doing it and going to watch mine be done. I'm really sad and hurt b\c I was looking forward to us doing it with eachother. and apparently she's not getting any tattoo now because she said she was gonna go and watch. And Kat talked it up like we were definately going on Friday and now she's already gone with sumone she's not that close with. She only hangs out with her around Andrea. I'm like uhh Kirsha's not even your friend. She went the night before with KIRSHA to get her ears pierced. Then I finally got ahold of her (after 2 days of playing phone tag) and she told me she would go with me to watch. she seemed pretty excited about it and so was i. I thought it was gonna be like a girl thing, like sumthin we've always talked about and were gonna do. I was gettin my belly button done and she was piercingher ears a few more times, then we were both gettin tattoos. Friday is my 18th birthday (hoo rah) and Katelyn and I were going to get pierced and tattooed. Well guys, I'm gonna get right to the point.
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